Dec 13 2009

Crunch Time!

So this week is my last week for Fall Semester.  I have ten pages of writing due, and a math test to prepare for.  This weekend was a bit hectic, but not in the way I meant it to be.  It’s my own fault, really–but that’s why I’ve been away from my computer since Friday morning.  I’m working on Chapter 13.2 (it’s at 3656 words so far) and as soon as it’s done, it’ll be up.  I know it’s been a while since I’ve done a chapter preview, but I’m not sure what I can offer up this time around.  It all feels likely to be chopped off, depending on the direction I decide to take.

But hey, I see that we have some reviews up on WebFictionGuide.com!  So far the word count is up to 4000 for the December 14th bonus update. (Quick note: I’m not saying that the bonus will be posted that day–that’s just when the poll ends)

As I said before, end of the year madness–it really sets in around this time.  After the holidays though, I should be better about updating right on Fridays.

You’ll be hearing from me again soon!  Thanks for your patience, as always.


Oct 31 2009

Ghastly.

Please forgive my tardiness! Chapter 11.4 is now available for your reading pleasure.

I would’ve done something particularly special for Halloween, but I didn’t think to until…well, just now. I won’t have time to slap some special update together, unfortunately. I’ve been going through some weird situations, and I can’t say it’s all been bad–some of it has been very good. But it’s also been draining on my (already) stretched energy. Luckily, my distraction did not prevent me from updating this week, even if the update was a tad shorter than usual. (and with a great deal more mistakes–to be cleaned up later, but I’ll just leave you guys the opportunity for bonus points. :P )

Y’know, Eikasia has been up for a little more than a year now. I should have recorded the exact date I started it, but unfortunately, I did not. I know it was some time in September (not counting the month of planning before hand). I feel like I can come up with concrete storytelling on command without having to bleed my fingers to do it, thanks to this project. It’s been a pleasure to write, and I look forward to doing much more!

Now if you’ll pardon my sudden segue–I’d like to bring you all some weblit news.  A.M. Harte, author of Above Ground, is hosting the second round of her search term writing challenge.  It looks quite fun, and I think I’ll be participating–though you won’t know who I am as participants will remain anonymous during voting week.  So if you think you’d like to give it a shot, be sure to have your submission ready by midnight November 8th GMT!

So for tonight I dress up as a detective from the 40′s. Just like the Untouchables. Yes, I’m doing drag–to my mother’s horror. Despite my recent emotional tangle (actually still ongoing), I think I might have some fun tonight. I hope the same for all of you!

Happy Halloween!


Jul 22 2009

Ear Smash, Mind Crash

EDIT: Took out the embedded playlist because it kept auto-playing even though it wasn’t supposed to. (argh)  If you’re a curious birdie, you can see what I’m blabbing about in the link below.

Ear Smash, Mind Crash

If you followed my tweets, you would know that I was rifling through my back issues of Spin (a music magazine) and managed to come up with a pretty long list of new songs to listen to (considering I only looked through 2 of 9 magazine issues). I hope you guys don’t think it too obnoxious of me that I want to share my findings. I really adore music–I’m not a musician or anything, and my interest is purely emotional and philosophical as I know nothing of the finer points of being an audiophile. Still, I have this habit of making special playlists, or wannabe albums and compilations. I did it for Eikasia and for my other creative projects, even.

So if you’re new to the site, you’ll likely hear me blab about music quite a bit.

The above playlist is just a compilation, but it’ll likely be cannabalized to make a more focused list of songs. It’s funny, recently I’ve been listening to a lot of heavy metal and alternative rock on my iPod, lots of easy listening on my iTunes, and now there’s this imeem list of hodge podge muzak. Geez, no wonder my narrative voice never sits still in my writing.

Oh but did you think I was going to leave you without any news about Chapter 8.3? Well, it’s coming along gradually. It’s at 2,866 words. Here’s a  sampling of it:

We had returned to the wilderness, where insects made music beneath the bracken fern, and a nighthawk’s glowing eyes blinked at me from the high branches of an old whitebeam tree. I was given a moment, finally apart from my revulsion, to appreciate this beauty. I hadn’t realized how much Gamath had bothered me until I smelled the fresh soil and flowering fauna–heard the rustle of leaves and the shift of grass. For more than a year, the wilderness had been my home. No civilized place would have me.

“…And now,” I couldn’t help but think, “Not even the wild will have me.”

“Feels better doesn’t it?” Elmiryn asked in a low voice. She lead me through the forest with careful steps, and spared me a glance to see if she could find a hint of me in the growing shadows.

Remember, it’s subject to change and all that.

Ah…see how unfocused and silly my posts are when I’m half-awake? Why can’t all my posts be as focused as my “books books books” post? (atleast before it unraveled near the end?)

Here’s my music recommendations if you don’t feel like going through the whole playlist:  all of St. Vincent, all of the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Fleet Foxes “White Winter Hymnal”, and if you like unconventional hip-hop, check out Elzhi’s “Guessing Game”, and K’naan’s “ABC’s”.

All right, that’s all I have right now.  Brain shuts off…

NOW.


Jul 14 2009

books books books

“The love of learning, the sequestered nooks,
And all the sweet serenity of books.”

~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

“A truly good book teaches me better than to read it. I must soon lay it down, and commence living on its hint…. What I began by reading, I must finish by acting.”

~Henry David Thoreau

I didn’t notice that both quotes came from two different men named, “Henry”…my my.

So while at Borders, perusing the aisles with a broad-ended goal of purchase, I was met with a number of fascinations as much as nettling realities.  Of the latter, I can say, without a shadow of a doubt, that there will perhaps never be another werewolf story of a serious mind that I can enjoy.  It’s all hot babes, downplayed transformations, and supernatural cliches.  Who needs rounded characters when we have archetypes that will be sure to get your loins burning?

On the other hand, I was browsing the Reference section and skimmed through some interesting books on writing.  I probably should’ve been on this sooner, but I haven’t actually put pen-to-paper in terms of mapping out Part 2.  Not really.  Yesterday was a major accomplishment (for me anyway) as I finally laid down some general plot points to meet.  I try to forgive myself the basic story for Part 1, as “Tributaries” was meant to be introductory in nature, and very much character-driven.  But for Part 2, I wanted to do something a little less elementary.  So I was flipping through these books, and while none jumped out at me and screamed “Buy me!” I took note of a few for later use:

The Writer’s Complete Fantasy Reference by Writers Digest

Plot & Structure: (Techniques And Exercises For Crafting A Plot That Grips Readers From Start To Finish) (Write Great Fiction)

The Writers Journey: Mythic Structure for Writers

I’ll admit, I don’t know if any of those titles are any good.  As I said, I just breezed through them…and I picked up more than that, but those are the ones I remember.  If you’d like a recommendation from me on a good writing book to pick up, then I’d suggest:

Spunk & Bite: A Writer’s Guide to Bold, Contemporary Style by Arthur Plotnik

THIS was something that screamed, “Buy me!”  It’s a great book on how to spice up your writing through vocabulary, grammar, and imagery.  The entire book serves as one fantastic example of how to achieve pizzazz–and offers lots of other, smaller examples from other established writers.  I’ve hopped around, reading it in parts, and I can hardly get through a page before I’m furiously scribbling in a notepad.  It’s like Redbull for the mind.

Well after checking out that aisle, I drifted on over to the Gay & Lesbian Fiction area.  I’ve come out to some people about my sexuality, but it still feels a bit…ah…bold (?) to go fondling the spines of lesbian lit.  In a way, I find it silly.  Half the books there don’t deal with sexuality as a conflict…the main characters just so happen to be gay.  Today, though, I want to announce that I didn’t duck my head or flinch when I picked up Rita Mae Brown’s Rubyfruit Jungle.  I’d like to think it’s because I’m getting more comfortable in my own skin–but I’ll admit, no one walked by me.  (ha, gosh I’m terrible.)

Anyway, here’s the book.  I’ve only read five pages, but so far it’s rather humorous.

Rubyfruit Jungle by Rita Mae Brown

I’m excited to read this, but it’s occured to me that I’ve developed an alarming habit.  In grade school I didn’t start a new book until I finished reading one.  Sometimes I’d read two at a time, but I’d make sure I’d finish them before moving on.  Somewhere around the end of highschool I started to read books, put them down, and not pick them up again for months, where in the meantime I’d start something else.  It got up to the point that I’d start four books, and start reading four more.  The number of books unfinished are so many that I can’t remember them all–a horrific situation.

Of the ones I can remember:  Dante’s Inferno by Dante Alighieri, Ubik by Philip K. Dick, The Great and Secret Show by Clive Barker, Fall Guy by Carol Lea Benjamin, and Cornel West’s Democracy Matters.  (there’s more from Clive Barker, and perhaps some from Stephen King, but I can’t remember the exact titles…)

Right now, I’m re-reading Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince by You-Know-Who (oh ho ho!), and Kitty Raises Hell by Carrie Vaughn.

And on loan from my friends are some comic book anthologies:  Frank Miller’s “The Dark Knight”, Marvel’s complete “Civil War”, and Marvel’s collection of Iron Man “Civil War” related stories.

Don’t even get me started on the books I plan to read…

Since I’m on the topic of books, I just wanted to recommend to you guys this one:

Stray by Sheri Joseph

Thirty-year-old Kent McKutcheon has come to Atlanta with little ambition beyond his earnest desire to grow up and be a good person. But after a year of contented, stable existence with his Mennonite wife, Maggie, a defense attorney with a passion for social justice, Kent cannot quiet his longing for Paul, the lover who abandoned him three years before. When an accidental meeting revives their affair, the infatuation they’ve kept private soon threatens to destroy the public persona each man has created.

In a single night that slips out of control, the volatile mix of emotions leads to murder, and all three characters are suddenly more involved with each other’s lives than they could have foreseen. And none can hope to escape unscathed.

I finished this great book sometime ago, but I’ve got to say…It really did amaze me. I picked it up because a book group I had subscribed to brought it up during discussion.  I couldn’t put it down. It really was the first book of its sort that has sucked me in so completely–normally romantic dramas of this sort have me scoffing like it were something Lifetime had conjured up…but that isn’t the case with this book. It felt true to the intimacy of relationships, and none of the characters I could really bring myself to hate, instead I felt for each and everyone of them. In fact, I loved them all so much I wished in a naive, idealistic sort of way that I’d get a fairy-tale ending. Instead, what I got was something that rang true of life, without seeming like an exhausted and typical conclusion to a three-way love triangle. In my opinion it would probably make a great indie drama flick (but of course, much of the magic of this story rests in Joseph’s careful and poetic portrayals of the three main characters, something I don’t think can be easily translated into film.) I guess what I love most is that I feel like I can read this book again, right now, and still love every minute of it. Not many books can make me feel that way.

So there.  Go buy that and Spunk and Bite!

Here’s to hoping that my reads will give me lots of inspiration.  My motivation is pretty high right now.  I’ll try and resume work on Chap 8.3 tomorrow and maybe work in some planning for Part 2.

I’d like a better ending to this post, but I really did take more time than I should’ve.  I’ll likely come back and add book cover images.  Till then, take care you lovable people you!


Jun 3 2009

Saturday Fun!

Going to Live 105′s BFD at Shoreline Amphitheater in the Bay Area.

Bands I’m looking forward to?  The Offspring, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Cage the Elephant, Crystal Castles, and Metric.  Apparently Does It Offend You, Yeah? isn’t going to be participating, though they were initially included in the lineup.  Plus, I’m not sure, but I guess Designer Drugs aren’t playing live, which seems weird to me that they would even list them if that’s the case.

Still, Saturday looks like it’ll be a great day!

…And in case you were wondering, Eikasia Chapter 8.1 is at 960 words right now.  I’ll definitely have an update Friday!


Jan 8 2009

Digging Up Turnips

Sxip Shirey’s website, for curious birdies.  The above song can be downloaded for free there.

Hey there folks.  Just pipping in to let you know I’m still at it.  I’m hoping some of you have read my post on shapechanging which I posted only a few days ago.  I’m also here to bring you a chapter preview, as I doubt my ability to finish by tonight.  Today was a busy day for me–in a nice way mind you, but still busy.  I won’t bother with much excuses for being unable to update early Friday.  My addiction to Team Fortress 2 seems to have come back full swing, and I still have yet to even touch some of the other new computer games I recently bought so…well, I’m just a geeky mess.  Ha, ha.

Anyhoo, here’s your chapter preview.  If you’re wondering about the above song’s purpose, know that I’ve imagined the next installment’s events, scene by scene, insync with that song.  …I have an overactive imagination.

Elmiryn worked the Earth with blistered hands–like she was certain her ancestors did before they took to tools of a different kind. She knew the sun. She felt it like wings seared onto her back. Nevermind that she worked in the nude. The breeze felt nice on her flushed skin. A cool comfort in her tiring search…

…For turnips.

A curious impetus, but a dire one nevertheless. Dire why? Elmiryn couldn’t remember. Maybe because they were the ones who first put the word ‘impetus’ into her brain. She had to ask them what it meant.

Her rake was fashioned from iron and oak wood. Splinters. Biting, aggravating. They bothered her. She paused her activitiy to try and fish one out from the fleshy bend of her left thumb. “Stings like a mother,” she grumbled as she squinted at the tiny dark shaft she could see just beneath the layer of her skin. It scratched at her nerves. “Curs-ed lil’ shit.”


As usual, the above is subject to succumb to my editorial whims.  Till next time, folks.


Dec 13 2008

Jes’ checking in.

I’m working on a few sidebars for Eikasia that I think some might find interesting. I don’t know when I’ll post them, but hopefully I’ll be done with them soon enough.

I plan on doing some heavy editing for Eikasia. Chapters 1.1 and 1.2 are all ready in their second drafts, but I’m still going to be doing another pass to try and eliminate the crappiness. Chapter 5.1 is probably the one I’m most eager to get to, because I feel the overall quality of it is low and I probably could’ve described the scenes in a better and more plausible way. But despite my eagerness to re-work it, I’m going to hold off until I can revise the earlier chapters–after all, I need a good base before I can hope to work at the top.

I did a review last week on Chris Tejeda’s “Lifting of the Veil”, which is a very interesting science fiction web serial that I think you folks should check out.

I’ve also started doing the next installment for Eikasia. However, if I’m actually productive this week, it may be tossed out in favor of something better.

Recently watched “The Mindscape of Alan Moore”…which really told me a lot about the man, and tore down my earlier belief that he was just an egotistical creep. In fact, a lot of the things I’ve thought about when writing, or dreaming, or while staring blithely at my ceiling at 2 in the morning, he echoed, in a fascinating and evocative narrative detailing his career and his beliefs on politics, science, sex, and religion. It was eerie. I won’t say that everything that came out of his mouth was gold–but I was surprised at how much I did agree with him on things. I recommend it to anyone who has read any of his work, or who appreciates an alternative view on things, or who simply reads comic books. It really is worth a look.

Gonna sign off here…Some part of me wants to vent recent personal frustrations in this entry–they are “personal” but they’ve affected my work on Eikasia, so I guess it’s partly relevant. But I’m not sure what good it will do but make me seem attention-seeking and like any other silly bitch under the esteemed banner of “Generation Y”.

Ah well. This really isn’t a personal blog anyways. Who the heck reads my non-personal stuff to begin with? (oh whoops, I’m fulfilling the stereotype again, ha ha)


Nov 25 2008

Out of the box, and over the top.

Hello folks. Did an early update this week. I felt that the writing I had done was enough to stand on its own, and would make the next installment longer if I didn’t separate it. I still plan on doing an update this Friday, but its Thanksgiving week here in the US, and I don’t know how much time I’ll have to do writing. I’ll figure something out, though.

Good news! I figured out how to get rid of those stupid green borders on Chapter 4.2. So now the chapter reads as I originally intended it. Turns out the issue wasn’t with the coding in the post, but the actual site template I was using. I guess the CSS was overriding everything else. I’m not too familiar with CSS but it was simple enough to figure out how to change the one part I needed to.

Today I was watching yet another Italian directed horror movie. “Cannibal Apocalypse.”

What was going on with Italian directors and music? So far each of the ones I’ve seen use it in weird ways. I guess maybe I’m just not used to seeing music used in such a forthcoming manner, where its as much a part of the scene as the acting is. Nowadays it seems the only time music plays a huge role in a movie is if its a musical or has a montage. But the problem is that the music used in these films don’t always pose a good presence in the scene its used with. In Cannibal Apocalypse for instance, Antonio Margheriti saw fit to have the opening sequence–a violent scene from the Vietnam war–accompanied by groovy funk. What the heck!?

The same happened in Dario Argento’s “Opera”. After a terrifying encounter with a crazed murderer, the lead woman decides to go running out into the streets (for whatever reason–god forbid we actually have the sense to call the cops and report a murder) and this death metal music comes on…while she’s just walking down the street. The music is used for nothing else but THAT. ONE. PART. It was the most ridiculous thing I’d ever seen. I mean…I get why Dario Argento is considered so influential in horror, but I personally don’t think its because of his scripts or even the cinematography of his films. It’s just that he’s RIDICULOUS. Experimental. Wasn’t afraid of campiness or over-the-top, not-quite-plausible gore. I don’t know if the 80′s was the height of Italian horror, but I’d really like to know if there are any Italian directors out there still doing what they want, reality and common sense be damned.

…And I still have to watch David Cronenberg’s remake of “The Fly”. It’s just been sitting on my desk since I’ve got it on Netflix.


Nov 18 2008

…this is what you get

Did this today.  Started another digital drawing as well, with both Nyx and Elmiryn.  Hopefully I can manage something full scale like this.

Well today was…uncomfortable. It started at 2 AM when I woke up and found my tonsils were so swollen I could feel my breath whistling past them. They were so damn big, I kept swallowing reflexively, and every time it hurt worse than if a cheetah were to use them for speed bag practice. Somehow I got to sleep and woke up the same way later. Couldn’t eat any more than yogurt for breakfast. Thankfully the swelling went down after I took some antibiotics and drank lots of water, but its evening and it is still difficult to talk.

It was REALLY odd then, feeling this way, and watching Apocalypse Now: Redux. I also managed to see Hardware (finally!) and I really enjoyed it. The last movie I saw on my list of surrealistic, dark films was Videodrome. I drove 40 minutes to get these (including Blackula, and Eddie Murphy’s elusive ‘Delirious’ special). Hollywood Video and Blockbuster both bite sagging nuts because they don’t carry a wide enough selection of movies. Netflix–though they offer more–still didn’t seem to have either Apocalypse Now or Hardware for some reason. I enjoy these wacked out, stylistic forays into the human imagination. The bonus was that it’s given me a few ideas for Chapter 4.2…which will be interesting.

Prepare for heavy linkage!


Apocalypse Now: Redux
, originally premiered in 2001, was just an extended version of the original film, which came out in 1979. Though I’ve never seen the original, I really enjoyed this version a lot. There were a lot of powerful images, and I felt the acting was pretty spot on. The only part about it I’d have to say I didn’t like was the plantation scene, which dragged on and on–I literally fast-forwarded through it. Aside from that, it was all just great. Marlin Brando does an amazing job as the disturbed Kurt, and seeing the final scene with him and Martin Sheen was pretty excellent. I’m not a history buff, but the Vietnam War has always fascinated me. Seeing this movie made me want to watch Full Metal Jacket again…then maybe Rescue Dawn. (and just because the last film would have Bale in it, I’d probably run to find American Psycho…which is such a deliciously demented movie)

After that I watched Hardware, which I mentioned on the blog a little while ago. It seemed to parade around its soundtrack a little bit here and there, but for the most part I understand that it was a film mired in alternative culture, and I think the music really lended to the post-apocalyptic setting. I somehow missed ever hearing about Iggy Pop doing a voice cameo, so it was a surprise to see his name come up in the credits. Given the film’s budget, Richard Stanley and Steven Chivers did an EXCELLENT job with direction and cinematography. You can see the financial restraints whenever the killer robot, M.A.R.K. 13 is onscreen, but the sonuvabitch is actually pretty creepy in my opinion. The use of color and lighting sucked me in pretty well, so this easily joins my list of cult favorites (right next to Repo Man and The Warriors.)

The last movie I watched today was Videodrome, from good ol’ David Cronenberg. It’s your basic “body horror”–a kind of niche genre of story and film that deals with severe abnormalities with the body (mutation, parasitism, general gore.) I was glad to see it wasn’t as contrived as Scanners, another one of Cronenberg’s films, but the man does seem to have a penchant for stories with opposing forces…not so much one character versus another, but one faction versus another. Like in politics, religion…or comic books. Even in his recent film, Eastern Promises, that still seemed quite apparent…but I can’t really hate the guy for it. It’s pretty common in stories.

Anyways…the film I felt was pretty disturbing in places (which not many horror movies manage to achieve) but around the end it started to lose the creepy feel and gained more of a forced ‘epic’ feel. The whole ‘snuff video making people go insane’ was pretty good (just seeing little clips of it made me nervous), but they lost me at the sudden conspiracy theory BS. The special effects, again, were VERY good, making me miss the days when movies didn’t leave it all up to computers to make things look cool. I think my favorite scene was when the main character tries to stick his head into his television set…

So hopefully I can come up with some interesting stuff to write for this coming chapter, considering the bizarre things I’ve seen today. Tack on the fact that I’ve been feeling exactly as Nyx and Elmiryn have in the story, and the only way I could fail to do a satisfactory update is to put my pants on my head and light it on fire…

…While falling off a building into chopper blades.

…*snicker*


Nov 12 2008

"According to my calculations…"

I started a bit behind on the whole NaNoWriMo thing, but I think I can catch up. I’ve done the math, and if I do 3000 words a day from now until the 30th, I should meet my goal. And that’s not even counting in the fact that I’ll likely write a little more on some days, just for the heck of it.

The story I’m doing is called “Lost Keys”, and right now it’s shite, but with any luck I’ll have it polished and smellin’ like a rose next month.

Today will prove a busy one as I juggle school, work, and a social life. I might be able to work on Eikasia a little more tonight, and hopefully, will have a nice little preview to offer you folks afterwards.